Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual

Dissociative Identity Disorder: Foreword by Kit Carruthers
Yes, I... I guess there's a magical and mystical aspect to dissociative identity disorder. However there is not supposed to be. This is a metaphysical glitch, an unconscious glitch. You have become a surreal dream person. You're dreaming, you're becoming your dream. You're living the dream.

You're pathetic. You're out of this world pathetic.

I guess you may accidentally magical mystical shaman yourself with this disorder. I guess. Stop doing that.

Still not a neural misfire. Your brain knows what it's doing, your neurons are still firing just right to get done what needs to be done.

The myth is that this disorder is always the full on multiple alter dream person wandering out into and attacking the world of the real. Either attacking with what comes out of their face or literally attacking. There are lesser forms of dissociative identity disorder, if there is, say, a regular you and an angry you, they are two entirely different people, we all know this is my mother, you have dissociative identity disorder.

It begins with severe self fragmentation. You have now tapped into the beyond, a little bit you're within the dream world of all of your repressed physical and emotional violence every time you become angry. Moronic emotional repression shaman.

You can clearly tell, most of the time, it wants to destroy you. I mean... You're so traumatized by your minor life infractions that now I'm you're me you wandering around this world in a dream. Oh yeah you're a cool guy. Yeah you always wished you were a cool guy and now look at you you're a cool guy you have whatever you want, everyone knows you're a cool guy, everyone, you can't touch it. You can....T... Touch... IT. Because because because when I sense the dream world breaking because I can just float away because because off I go there I go I'm going to find another guy and call myself a really cool guy a really cool guy and you can...T... Touch... IT.

"I kinda think we're supposed to kill this person." "Oh yeah man let's tell a cool story about a cool guy gettin' murdered. AHHH bullet to the gut, I strike a cool pose. I have really cool hair, I'm wearin' really cool clothes..."